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HP on Bipolar
Friday, May 08 2009
going up... and I know it.... the draw to the canvas and the pen tells me so. Its not always a productive thing... and I have already started uping my meds in order to head this off at the pass.... (deep healing breaths)
I was listening to Pink's song Sober.... and there were things I can see in this song...
I am going to share... Read more
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HP on Bipolar
Thursday, May 07 2009
The mad chemist in my head did me no favors over the winter. The delightfully morbid cocktail of SAD and Bipolar had me inches from the bottom. Its amazing how something as simple as a change in season plunged me from a time in life that was so very good... to seeing it as a daily battle to survive. The frightening thing is that... Read more
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HP on Bipolar
Wednesday, October 08 2008
I was hoping for a few calm days where things were seemingly normal. I guess that isn't going to happen. Got to bed about the usual time between 11:30pm and Midnight (normally I get up between 7:30 - 8 SLEEP is vital!) So when I work up at 4:30am I was a little concerned. I forced myself to try to go back to sleep but I all... Read more
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HP on Bipolar
Tuesday, October 07 2008
Today I was able to actually get a little work done, but still feel weighted. Its very tiring this whole living thing. I am pretty determined to keep doing it though. The cat had to remind me that I had neglected her. I did focus a little and I managed to avoid the evil nap, but I didn't get the car into the shop and didn't... Read more
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HP on Bipolar
Thursday, October 02 2008
How do you realize you are hanging out in the pit...? I don't normally notice until I am at the bottom of the well... and my body hurts like flu and I don't want to move. Its an effort to move... it hurts to think and pulling the blankets over my head sounds like the best idea I have heard in a while.
I just don't know... Read more
