they admitted me, i took a bunch of pills and was freaking out dont really rememder what happend. anyway they again diagnosed me with bipolar disorder and (borderline personality i hate that label, i dont believe i am this! HA HA) i remember i believe it was eric, that responded to my last post and told me i have BPD that was the first time i ever heard of that and i was like "NO I AM NOT" now thats all i keep hearing, it does bother me but i kinda think its funny.
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Having BPD is not a life sentence and can be reversed, but it takes time and usually intensive therapy. The first thing you have to admit to yourself is that it is present and acknowledges that it is trying to control your life.
The tendencies of needing to be the center of attention, causing drama where none existed and willing to go to great lengths such as an overdose that was never intended it to cause lose of life is all part of the illness.
You can put a stop to a lot of this just by being aware that you are the catalyst in the majority of it. What you want and need is positive attention and not people feeling sorry for you for what you just did by overdosing on just enough meds…, you know the amount to get a ticket to the hospital, and that desired attention from people.
Most BPD’s do not spend too much time thinking of them and tend to wrap their lives up the *** of others causing tremendous amount havoc. It tends to be a love hate relationship with everyone around you meaning either they are with you or your enemy…no middle ground.
The answer lies from within and what you really think about yourself. Get yourself in with a decent BPD therapist that can help you work through the web of crap and show you that life does go on and doesn’t need to revolve around you all the time in order for your comfort level to be achieved.
AKA… normal people tend to hate drama with a passion and will gradually move away from it when it becomes the norm. If you do not get a handle on it, you will end up sitting by yourself. The old saying about crying wolf too often….