Hello everyone.

My wife of four years left me on October 22, 2011. She  used to tell me that there was a possibility I was Bipolar. I knew I was not quite all together, but I hardly made an effort to change or seek help. Well actually, I saw a shrink but one day, the SOB saw me for about 20 seconds and escorted me out the door. I was caught up by surprised to the point that I did not react accordingly.I still need to report his ass to my insurance for what he did. Can you imagine, going to his office seeking help and be treated that way, unreal.

Well back to my sickness, yeah, at times I feel good  for a couple of weeks or so and then all of the sudden I become very moody. Based on that, I may well be  Bipolar.

My wife is in the process of filing for divorce, but I do not want to.

I was married before (22yrs.) and I do not want to start all over again.

Do I leave her alone until she calls  to come home, or do I do my best so she can come home?