So I have been away for sometime working on other projects and decided to drop in to see how everyone has been doing. The first thing I noticed was the fact that the majortity of posts are from experts verses people living with the illness asking questions or just posting how their feeling.
Where has everyone gone? It used to be a great place to talke with others that truly understood each others plights and sometimes offer suggestions, advice and or support.
I seem to be the only one left that isn't an expert, author, or PhD
just a screwed up nut... whose mind is fried at the moment
it is good to "see" you, again, my friend Eric
you are a good soul
Hey Miss Tabby....your just in a tough spot right now and I do so much know what it feels like. So what do we do? Well we keep plugging away telling ourselves that it all chemical and not real. Ok...then why does it feel real and hurt so much then??? Well, thats just the way our minds are wired.
You may not have to do an IP and may just need to ask for a med adjustment from your pdoc. Have you brought it to his or her attention to see what they might be able to do for you?
lost the "free" pdoc when I got the job last summer
now I got a $5000.00 deductible for MH to meet before insurance pays a penny so.. no pdoc
and I have a $1000.00 deductible for medical... so, no primary care less death truly is near
OR I choose to fight death that is watching me through the doorway
i know i know
so the neuro med I am on that is wonderful for my seizures, only barely touches the mood cause if I start messing with it to touch the mood (it doubles as both) then the seizure thing is likely to kick up again... did a time or 2 before
just opening the eyes each morning and trying to make it... one 30 minutes at a time
sorry for being such a downer
it's the chemical bath 
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Oh no, this isn't good. I just came over here from another bipolar group that has gone a bit inactive. I would like to know too where all of the bipolar people going....Farmville?
Yes...I hear Farmville is good for the mind and keeps people occupied.
Couldn't agree more! Farmville saved my life. I now run 4 Farmville accounts and 4 Cityville accounts since I've been out of work for almost a year now because of this illness. With all the multi-tasking I'm ready to go back to work now.