last weekend was when i really realized i was getting out of control again. i cant deal with my life and the decisions im making. i went and gambled away the largest paycheck ive ever gotten. and literally i needed that money because my bf and i are 3 months late on rent. he has hardly sponken to me ...
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tabby
Saturday, September 12, 2009 at 01:47 PMre: Untitled Comment
tabby
Saturday, September 12, 2009 at 01:53 PMI read your profile and you mention being on some meds... seriously, the need perhaps to see someone asap regarding your symptoms and the meds is something to consider. It may be that the meds aren't working up to snuff yet or are not working together well. This happens. In that you are recognizing these symptoms and how they are making you feel and how you are "out of control", seeking some professional assistance is well... something to think about.
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whoanow
Saturday, September 12, 2009 at 04:35 PMWe are all responsible for our own health and happiness. Get help and support, I agree that you should not have to be alone right now.
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In that you recognize you are out of control and are spiraling downward, you can't deal with life, that you've made some ill minded decisions recently, and that you are acting behaviorally on your impulses...
maybe going to a pdoc asap, your local ER asap, or some other source of professional help asap to get help for the disorder and to get on some form of treatment regimen... might just help you find some sense of stability, or mind. Because, you aren't going to find it with the bf sitting there with you day and night.
Sug, I mean this with much love I do and it isn't going to read kindly I'm certain but you just have to see it - He isn't your caregiver.
You are.