Heart Wounds

Sometimes I feel unloved by people.  It's a painful stab in my heart.  I can't imagine why they don't like me, but for some reason, I rub them the wrong way.  I want to be loved by everyone.  I don't want to offend anyone.  My father says I need to work on my confidence.  I can't go on living in a world where I'm worthless if I'm not acknowledged.  I feel numb, and lost in space.  I see little of my husband.   He works full time Monday through Saturday.  Sunday he devotes to football and projects.  It makes me feel very alone.  I'm happy for the cats.  They're always nice to fall back on.