Bipolar - All SharePosts Relating To "Bipolar Depression"

Rose

posted 03/27/2008, comment (1)

understanding depression

I thought that once you had gotten past a certain point, you would no longer have any of the symptoms of your particular mental illness. I guess I'm wrong. This very night, I spiraled down into a pit of despair, but was revived by my husband's insistence that there were a lot of things to be happy for. Yes, it hits... Read more Chevron

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Stardust

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posted 03/26/2008, comments (12)

Waiting for Depression to Lift

I'm writing this like a journal entry. I need someone to talk to, and I chose you ! I feel lonely, and I never feel lonely. A new emotion has emerged with this depression. For six or so months, I've been rapid cycling, experiencing mixed moods with a reprieve here and there of hypomania. That's what... Read more Chevron

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Tabby

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posted 03/25/2008, comments (6)

Going face down & receiving a bit of light in return

Someone here reminded me that my posts and replies lately have been quite dark and that I'd been in trouble. Well, I was and still am. However, I did do a "positive" thing outside going face down and begging Lord Jesus to help me (which I've never done) and that is - I walked in as an emergency crisis to my local MH... Read more Chevron

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Winston Smith

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posted 03/25/2008, comment (1)

'Ol Sparky ... Again

Last Wednesday they fired up 'ol Sparky for me again. Looks like this time I'm in for 5-9 treatments, or so. For some reason, I am remembering almost everything about the day. Weird, eh? Last time I lost entire segments of time. This time, however, I feel "funny". I feel like a person with multiple personalities whohas... Read more Chevron

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Tabby

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posted 03/25/2008, comment (1)

One last Sharepost warning/caution

This will be my last sharepost. There will be no more replies. Will I step inside that last door and choose to stay? I don't know right now. Yet, I feel it is time for me to leave here, this board and for that reason I leave A lyric that spoke to me today that only describes how I am at this moment... Read more Chevron

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