All People Who Are Taking "Ativan"
posted 09/12/2009, comments (3)
last weekend
last weekend was when i really realized i was getting out of control again. i cant deal with my life and the decisions im making. i went and gambled away the largest paycheck ive ever gotten. and literally i needed that money because my bf and i are 3 months late on rent. he has hardly sponken to me since. he stayed out one night this week until... Read more
posted 05/08/2009, comments (0)
Anxiety 101- 80 things going on in my head but my body is still.....
going up... and I know it.... the draw to the canvas and the pen tells me so. Its not always a productive thing... and I have already started uping my meds in order to head this off at the pass.... (deep healing breaths) I was listening to Pink's song Sober.... and there were things I can see in this song... I am going to share... Read more
posted 12/18/2008, comments (2)
Firt Step
So briefly, last week i started a whole new batch of meds hoping with every ounce of my being that it would help me. For the first few days i was so irritable but i decided to wait it out and im happy to report that i went to the grocery store by myself for like the fist time in 6 months. I have alot of anxiety related to my bp, so this was a huge... Read more
posted 11/28/2008, comment (1)
Losing Everything
Does this disease ever give back a percentage of what it has taken from me? On 10-29-08, I caught my husband in bed with my friend's sister. I had suspected something but he always said I was blowing the relationship out of proportion. His fidelity was something I could always count on. So on 10-31-08, I overdosed and... Read more
