Bipolar - All People Who Are Taking "Lamictal"

Angst

Hoping for a better tomorrow...

posted 03/16/2009, comment (1)

Just need to vent

I've been feeling so miserable these past few days. I feel like I'm sinking again though things have been going so much better for a while now. I'm flat broke, not too sure where the money went. I've been going on binges. I did a major cleanup 4-5 days ago but since then my place has become a complete mess. Evenings, I stop being able to think and... Read more Chevron

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Begrand27

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Mother of 4 and Grandmother of 4 granddaughters.

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posted 02/27/2009, comment (1)

Stop the Merry-Go-Round

This is my first time here. I have been in treatment for a little over 11 years and for the most part have at times been able to achieve some type of balance but this last year has not been easy. I can't get any steady footing and I have no idea why. I don't have increased stresses at work or at home so why can't I get my balance... Read more Chevron

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Cleric

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Professional male living with BP...

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posted 02/17/2009, comments (2)

All that Remains

Something I wrote a few years back (with a few modifications)... I was in a really dark place then. Why was I denied?Denied a fathers love...BecauseHe just didn't want me Why was I stripped?Stripped of my mothers love...BecauseShe BEAT it out of me Robbed of friendshipBecause my peers...Ignored me And the trust I gaveTo... Read more Chevron

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Judith

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diagnosed 18 years ago, Bipolar I Disorder. taking it day to day

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posted 02/15/2009, comments (4)

I feel so normal.... then suddenly

It's back Or rather it never left. Yes, the meds just surpress it for a time. My bipolar is peeking above what my current meds can handle. After 18 years with bipolar I with psychotic features, I'm still tricked, and it's not getting better. Just the nature of the illness. I go through the, what if the doctor was wrong... Read more Chevron

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sparkman

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posted 02/10/2009, comments (7)

Feeling Guilty

Has anyone ever begun to feel guilty once your medicine is really working and you are feeling "normal?" I have begun to feel guilty for taking the medication and battleing with "do I really have a problem?" I know that I do and I know that I should not get of the medication; however, does anyone have any similar... Read more Chevron

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