Bipolar - All People Who Are Taking "trazadone"

trainlightindeed

Wishing I can work again. Frustrated yet blessed.

posted 08/16/2009, comments (3)

College..could I handle it?? Will I rot in this apt. forever??

I just applied online for some school brochures to be sent to me. It was overwhelming. I mean..I have no friends or anthing to do these days. I cant bear the thought of rotting away in this apartment for the rest of my life. Tonight is kind of despairing. I feel roadblocks everywhere. I tried to so call find Nanny work, but I dont have a car.... Read more Chevron

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otterlo

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posted 09/01/2008, comments (2)

being abused as a child

I have always known that I came from an abusive home. My mom was very abusive and my dad was an alcoholic. I just found out that my mom's sister was also very abusive to her childern and that indeed, my mom and her sister were very disturbed as children. They abused animals and even burnt cats. I knew that my mom was... Read more Chevron

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tas2000

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30, married, 4 young children, diagnosed 4 years ago, struggling

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posted 08/17/2008, comments (7)

How do i get past the aguish, helplessness and sadness of my mother? And get on with my life.

My mother had BP. One spring morning on April 28, 1994...I found my mother laying on her side covered up with her blankets in bed. I was 15 and thought she was sleeping. As a few hours went by she didn't get up. I went to her bedside and she looked weird, cold to touch, and no pigment of pink to her anymore. I called 911 and said that my mother... Read more Chevron

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posted 08/11/2008, comments (7)

First Hospitalization

After being diagnosed with Bipolar disorder at the age of 18, I had been able to manage, for the most part, my illness without intervention other than outpatient treatment and medications until last month, when I was hospitalized at the age of 46 for the first time. Initially admitted to the locked psych hospital on July 11th, I received... Read more Chevron

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kekelami

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posted 05/11/2008, comments (3)

just not feeling myself

it has been some time, I have come a long way. I now sleep from 10pm to 5am which I think is good but I just do not feel like myself. I am not depressed but I feel life is not worthy living. I do not feel siucidal I.e. I do not want to kill myself but I feel I would be better off dead. I do not understand it. Am I depressed? am I suicidal?... Read more Chevron

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