I am terribly discontented with my living accomodation. I live alone. I feel a compulsion to move, the feeling being [Ithink] that all will be changed, better, chance of a new start. When I lived in flats and apartments in my 20s and 30s before my Diagnosis, I was forever moving, there was always a legitimate excuse, but after a certain length of time Ihad to move. I also dyed my hair different colours and was always painting the livingroom walls in different colours, these actions were highly anxious compulsions and I had little control over them and felt embarrased afterwards. Now Its the house, Ive stayed at this place for close onn 7 yrs, its lonely here but is this part of the illness? the depression? Many thanks Rose Martin




