as I am contemplating ECT (tomorrow Oz time. I have tried all antidepressants you can think of in last 12 yrs and all shoot me through lithium "barrier" into mania - but without am getting deep depressions. Doc says ECT worth a try - anyone have any views? I am just so very very tired and so down i will try anything to allow me to be with my lovely family and a part of the world again. In hospital as i type and trying hard to come to a decision (have signed consent but am so frightened). N


