I am 32 yrs old and just recently have had to apply for disability benefits.  I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder, panic disorder, and severe anxiety.  I am terrified of leaving my house, and i didnt find out about the panic disorder untill i went to the hospital thinking i was having a heart attack that was a panic attack.  Now my anxiety is worse because of waiting to hear if i am approved.  I have been told i wont get benefits by family.  And i have been told that i will get benefits by other family members.  My illness dates back to when i was 14 yrs old.  I believe if your bipolar is as severe as mine is then yes you are considered disabled.  I hate living my life like this.  Just about a week ago my husband had to hold me down and take a razor out of my hand cause i was going to cut my wrists.  THis was after he had to kick in our door.  SOmetimes i feel that life would be easier without me here.  As for keeping or getting a job.  I couldnt imagine going into a place of work right now.  Besides no one will hire me.  My work record is awful.  I have had over 20 jobs since i started working at 16. Remember i am only 32. DO you think i qualify?  Bet they turn me down....