I love a bipolar guy. My bipolar is not as bad (I do the celiac diet). He is very sensitive/ has fears/wants respect honor. He thinks I am trying to hurt him. I am afraid to say things thinking I will get him mad. I want to be open and honest and be myself. He has a long list of hurts/wounds he thinks I tried to do to him. He says good intentions are not good enough. Then eventually he is happy again and is interested in me. I get suicidal when he rejects me.