i feel like beating my child and have spanked and yelled prefusley. its tears me up and then i immediatly start crying and apologizing to him. i feel like i deserve to be hit like that because he didnt ask to be here. my medication is lamotrigine and i took 1 pill per day for 2 weeks and now im starting 2 pills per day for 2 weeks and i guess my question would be do you think im physcotic cause i feel like im losing my mind and i do believe it has alot to do with me being under alot of stress. and i guess that that would fall under depression but my therapist says he'll keep bi-polar in the back of his mind. the medication is a form of anti dpressants and bi polar but it doesnt seem to be working to full effect like i would like it to. please help me im tired of feeling this way.




