I wonder if this is a good idear...or maybe not...don't be too mean....
I love my red wine nearly every night and yes, I'm on meds too lithium 600 only, wellbutrin, and topirimate, but I worry I won't have a liver if I keep on like this. It's not like I get sloshed every night though, don't get me wrong. So lecture me if you like, I'm expecting it, I am kind of too scared to be honest about it with my doctor, (well come to think of it I think I said I had about one glass a night once, I guess he didn't say much he can't really stop me) and it gets expensive too, I wonder if I am self medicating sometimes, missing something in my mixture, I crave it often. And the withdrawal will be a bitch. My life is a tad too stressful right now. I am a part/full time student, work part/full time and 3 kids which the husband has to help with or I would never get any work done for school, but his job is verrrrrry stressful too and so he can often and lately is bellowing at the children, it is hard on them and me, we all need HIM to like go and get some flippin pills already.
Yea, so that is why we are living on the wine, and yummy food. What else are ya gonna do. I don't feel like there's time to work out anymore, it is getting dark at four o'clock now(I used to run outside)and no money for other stuff...(just wine, lol). Ok bring it on.
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Kad
Saturday, November 07, 2009 at 07:26 PM
R U serious? How do u know I am not already a beleiver? Geez. Just cause I like wine I guess? I wonder what your weakness is...
BTW 2 years of bible college under my belt.