im bipolar II and have varying degrees of insomnia and sleep problems since early adulthood (I'm now 43). i take lamictal for maintenance - 200 mg/daily). seroquel has been the drug i take when i start ramping up headed towards a psychosis or when i have one - it knocks me out (sleep wise) calms me down and takes away the psychotic thoughts. i have a bunch of samples and one pharmacy filled bottle of 100mg tabs, so i decided to see how it would work for sleep maintenance at a low dose. I cut the 100 mg tabs into several (6-8) small pieces. it works. it's hard to get out of bed in the AM, but once i do get moving i feel pretty awake in my head. but I wonder how dulled my thinking is. short term memory seems to be much worse and just basic following trains of thought seems to be significantly impaired. i just feel slowed down and dull even though i think i fake "normalcy" pretty well. i dont know if that is just the depression i'm in or the seroquel compounding it. im concerned that i should be taking a different drug for sleep but none of the others work very well (Ambien, benzos). i havent seen my pdoc for a couple months and he doesnt know i'm using seroquel regularly for sleep. ive lost a lot of confidence in his ability and drugs in general to help with my depression. i've been spending a lot of time and energy working on my spirituality (or lack thereof) in hopes that will lift me and i think it's helping some, but i have a long way to go. any thoughts?





