We started dating three months ago, and our connection is one I have never experienced before! I have fallen in love with her! Two weeks ago, upon her wanting the dating to become more, we decided to take the next step and begin a relationship! She is bipolar, on meds. Both kinds, I believe Prozac, and what she calls "tranquilizers" which she takes at nite an hr. before bed. She had informed me that she has never been faithfull in any relationship, and has been honest with me about that. However, had told me that she feels this is different with me. She said, she gets "numb" and stops feeling and the cheating is a rush, and helps her to feel a liltle? Everything has been going very well, I noticed last few days she sleeps more then normal, naps, etc. often very hyper and constantly cleaning. Note: we do not live together but were spending 5 or 6 nites a week together. Two days ago, she informed me that she feels as if things are "fading" between us! I was literally in shock. . then upon more discussion she revealed that she is "numb" and she wants to break it off before she does what she always does which is cheat! That she loves me too much to hurt me like that... We have kept in contact, and she is constantly saying she misses me, and wants to continue to date! I feel like I am being played.. how much of this sort of behavior is Bipolar? or am i being strung along? And if it is Bipolar how can she become more balanced or stop the "numbness" ? or is this something she will have to live with for the rest of her life, no serious relationship... Please enlighten me someone!