Bipolar - All People Who Are Living In "NY"

Eric

posted 11/17/2009, comments (3)

Smoking Tied to Suicide Risk in Bipolar Disorder?????

Sometime you read things that make you go hmmmmmm. Wonder where the funding came from for this research because they could have saved tons of money and time had they just asked one of us well informed people living with the illness how smoking relates to our illness.It's very common for us to turn toward anything that would provide any relief of... Read more Chevron

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hautbois

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posted 11/05/2009, comments (4)

more meds to take

After having a psychiotic episode last week wanting to blow my brains out in front of the Social Security Office I have finally been put on Seroquel on top of Lithium. I hpoe the Seroquel can stop the conversations I have with myself all the time. If not, I will have to check into the hospital for a lengthy stay. I really do... Read more Chevron

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meggy 85 NYC

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diagnosed at 19, am now 24 and going into a major relapse/episode

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posted 09/12/2009, comments (3)

last weekend

last weekend was when i really realized i was getting out of control again. i cant deal with my life and the decisions im making. i went and gambled away the largest paycheck ive ever gotten. and literally i needed that money because my bf and i are 3 months late on rent. he has hardly sponken to me since. he stayed out one night this week until... Read more Chevron

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hsurp

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posted 09/02/2009, comments (4)

Sick of this!

I am feeling very down lately. I'm waiting for Cymbalta to kick in. Sometimes I can't take my medication every day due to the cost. I have been getting samples to help. Has anyone felt so exasperated about having Bipolar (or any mental illness) and feel that life isn't worth it? I feel guilty when I think about it... Read more Chevron

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Wits End

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34 year old female professional single mother....

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posted 08/14/2009, comment (1)

BI-polarcoaster aka wits end

I am crippled by lonliness....after my daughter went to live with her father bc I was lets just say very "close to god" (I chose to starve myself...I guess even then I wanted to torture myself or more than likely wait for someone to save me..Borderline traits i know).....had maybe a week left..maybe...and went away for a couple months...to rehab... Read more Chevron

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