The madness of it all, does it end?
Its a hard day today. People call I don't answer. I did get out of bed so I'm not doing too bad. I don't fight the anxiety or waves I found it's easier to just let them move over me and give in. less mental stress. I have suicide plans but I try not to go there. I'm 2 years into this, 2 suicide attempts 12 hospital stays, a... Read more











