My last journal entry was titled "Things that Go Wrong".  I'm afraid nothing has gotten better.  I am writing this from the hospital.  I had an expander placed where my right breast used to be.  The incision was not healing and the surgeon when back in last Friday and excised the area and resutured.  I developed a fever and was admitted Sunday.  They have two theories.  One, I have a surgical infection or my body is rejecting the expander.  I am being treated with IV antibiotics but I get the feeling that the breast surgeon and infectious disease docs. think it's the expander.  The plastic surgeon, of course, thinks its the surgical infection.  I am praying that he is right and that the antibiotics will work.  If not, they will remove it and will have to wait until chemo is finished (six months). I am trying to be strong but I am not happy with the continued challenges that God is putting in front of me.  I am having to reach deep within my soul to find the strength and I have found it.  I will meet this challenge and I will go on.  My best wishes and prayers for all of you.