Having had breast cancer, I know I can't "cross it off my list". I constantly worry that i will come back or metastasize.
Lynda, I'm sorry you can't get past your worry. Unfortunately, worry doesn't accomplish one darned thing except to make you feel bad... I hope someday your anxiety will recede. In the meantime, read this piece on fear of recurrence - maybe it'll help you out a bit? Good luck- PJ
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