I JUST FINISHED UPDATING MY PROFILE.  MY HUSBAND DIED AT THE AGE OF 67 AFTER SIX WEEKS IN THE HOSPITAL.  HE HAD BOWEL SURGERY AND DIED OF COMPLICATIONS FROM THE DIVERTICULITIS ON 12/14/2007. I THOUGHT GOING THROUGH BREAST CANCER WAS TRAUMATIC BUT WATCHING MY HUSBAND DIE WAS WORSE.  HIS FUNERAL IS 1/8/2008.

I KNOW I HAVE TO GET BACK ON TRACK WITH DOING THE RIGHT THINGS TO PREVENT CANCER FROM RETURNING BUT UNTIL I GET THROUGH THE FUNERAL, ALL THE BUSINESS I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF ETC., I KNOW I WILL STAY STRESSED.

NEW YEARS DAY WAS THE WORST.  I KEPT THINKING 2006, I HAD BREAST CANCER AND 2007 I LOST MY HUSBAND.  I JUST PRAY FOR A PEACEFUL 2008 WHERE I CAN GET BACK TO MY EXERCISE, ETC. AND SPEND MORE TIME HELPING MY 23 YR. OLD LEARNING DISABLED DAUGHTER ALSO COPE WITH MAKING HER WAY IN LIFE.