Worrying about the logistics of going to a big, new hospital isn't at all irrational, especially when you already don't feel well.  I wasn't suggesting that you go there for treatment.  I was suggesting that you see them for a second opinion that your local doctor can use to come up with the best treatment plan for you.  But it still would probably involve a whole day of driving and sitting in a hospital.  You would probably want to see if you could find someone to drive you if you decide to go that route.  However, if you can get a good dialogue going with your local doctors, so that you understand the risks and benefits of each treatment plan, staying where you are will work fine.  Let us know what you decide.  We want to help.