So tired

Thank you!! It helps knowing there are people who understand. I start to feel sorry for myself and then realize how blessed I really am. I know there are others who are in worse pain or facing a terminal illness. I know when I focus on others instead of myself it helps.

It just seems some days I look forward to the promises of God when he says we shall have new bodies. That one I really look forward to.

I appreciate your kind words. They help more than you know.

Chelle

Chelle,

     I too look forward to that day when we get new bodies. At first, I was upset at God "for allowing" me to become ill. Now I have decided to use my issues to be a blessing to other. As you and probably everyone else, I have those days when I have a pitty party for me until I realize how much that I have been blessed. He could take everything away and He would still be a truly loving and completely fair God. Anyway, He would not be that harsh. I try to keep the mind set... "though He slay me, yet will I serve Him". I'm glad that I can find friends that know the Lord. Now days most all of my friends are adults b/c the teens of this age are just plain wacky. I believe that the Lord wants me to become a missionary. Sometimes I wonder if God is allowing me to go through this to help someone on the mission field later in life. I'm lucky... I go to the Christian school that is ran by my church. My principal has been very generous to me. He has allowed me to change my schedule to work around all of my health issues. And though no one at school really treats me as I feel that I should be treated, I have been blessed. If I were

Chelle,

     I too look forward to that day when we get new bodies. At first, I was upset at God "for allowing" me to become ill. Now I have decided to use my issues to be a blessing to other. As you and probably everyone else, I have those days when I have a pitty party for me until I realize how much that I have been blessed. He could take everything away and He would still be a truly loving and completely fair God. Anyway, He would not be that harsh. I try to keep the mind set... "though He slay me, yet will I serve Him". I'm glad that I can find friends that know the Lord. Now days most all of my friends are adults b/c the teens of this age are just plain wacky. I believe that the Lord wants me to become a missionary. Sometimes I wonder if God is allowing me to go through this to help someone on the mission field later in life. I'm lucky... I go to the Christian school that is ran by my church. My principal has been very generous to me. He has allowed me to change my schedule to work around all of my health issues. And though no one at school really treats me as I feel that I should be treated, I have been blessed. If I were to

Chelle,

     I too look forward to that day when we get new bodies. At first, I was upset at God "for allowing" me to become ill. Now I have decided to use my issues to be a blessing to other. As you and probably everyone else, I have those days when I have a pitty party for me until I realize how much that I have been blessed. He could take everything away and He would still be a truly loving and completely fair God. Anyway, He would not be that harsh. I try to keep the mind set... "though He slay me, yet will I serve Him". I'm glad that I can find friends that know the Lord. Now days most all of my friends are adults b/c the teens of this age are just plain wacky. I believe that the Lord wants me to become a missionary. Sometimes I wonder if God is allowing me to go through this to help someone on the mission field later in life. I'm lucky... I go to the Christian school that is ran by my church. My principal has been very generous to me. He has allowed me to change my schedule to work around all of my health issues. And though no one at school really treats me as I feel that I should be treated, I have been blessed. If I were to attend

to attend public schooling I would not be treated in such a manner. Anyway, I think that the page has a glitch. Sorry it sent my message to you in pieces. Hope to talk soon! : )

                                                                                       Love & Prayers,

                                                                                            Morgan

I hope you find a good doctor. I miss my doctor so very much. Not just because he tried to keep my pain at a minimum but because he was truly a nice person. He really did care. I could tell him anything. He would get into trouble for taking so much time with his patients. The nurses were always knocking on the door. He would always say they over schedule me. He was one of a kind. I do wish you luck and will be thinking of you.

Thank you Morgan. You are truly a blessing to the people here and the people around you. Your family shold be very proud of you. You have made me feel better already.

I pray the Lord continues to use you.

Chelle

Thank you. I'll check out the forum. There is so much good information here. What a great resource. I did find a doctor about 80 miles from where I live on the doctor list but when I called they weren't taking new patients.

Many pain clinics want a referral from your primary doctor. Have no idea if this new doctor will do that for me. He made me feel like a dumb kid and I'm 55. As if someone my age could even get high. I'm lucky to walk. Here he is telling me my medication will ruin my life when it actually allowed me to live a little. I sure felt intimidated but I kept thinking he has to be joking. He wasn't.

I will go to the forum in the a.m.

Thanks again!

chelle

Hello again Chelle

I hope your doing well and have possibly found a doc to treat your pain.  Let me know how your doing, if you get time and feel well enough.

I don't know what I would do without my meds.  I like being able to get out of bed and walking is also a nice function to keep.

If doctors only lived one day in our pain filled bodies they would do their research on current studies and start listening to their patients needs better.

Take Care and Hope to see you around

Betty