Well i went to seen my doctor because i was panicing on  how my behavior has become so bad, and she suggested lexapro and seeing a phychiatrist. I did not tell her i attempted therapy, i was too embarrassed due to the fact that the therapist dismissed me.... So far, this is the 3rd day i been on lexapro and i find myself at the edge of my seat, feeling anxious, not wanting to sit still. I feel a bit tense, but on the positive side i have been learning to think positivly and idk if its the medicine, but i can block anger a little easier. Im only on orthotricycln, lexapro, nasonex, and albuterol. I personally get nervous if im on too many medications. LIke my grandmother, she is on about 10pills a day! that scares me, also my bf is a pharmacy tech and he tells me the dangers of taking too many pills. i do stil have some sad moments where i zone out and freak out but not as much, or as long as my other moments... I hope this medicine helps me 100% to get me back on my feet!