On this journey

Hello my name is maria elena.  I'm 47 and married with three beautiful children and two grandsons.  I recently was diagnosed with Fibromyglia.  Seen several different kind of doctors and this is what they said I'm dealing with.  I have a wonderful husband who doesnt think I'm losing my mind now.  Though at times when the pain is chronic, especially during flare ups it feels like it.  I have all sorts of different symptons from day to day.  There are times I have a day with no pain and just thank God and ask for more of those.  Yet, I know there are so many of you that are suffering too and even more.  I don't have a full understanding of why and what to do at times.  I do know that we will suffer here on earth till the coming of the end.  But my hope is in when that time comes that I will be free of this pain.  Till then I pour out my heart to God and pray that He would allow me to be an instrument of His hope and peace through His Son, Jesus Christ.

May you know that God has lots of grace and comfort as you look to Him and entrust yourself to Him.  We can endure because He did and He will bring us through daily.  My heart goes out to the each of you.  This is not easy at times.  I've had to work through alot of different things but I keep that perspective and I can live with this pain to the glory of His name.  The doctors have helped some but they have been unable to take it away.  I do what I can with their help, unfortunately so much of medicine doesn't agree with me.  I do take pain medicine when needed.  I do some herbs, and supplements.  Yet, its not taken it away either.  I'm not sure wether I will remain in this condition and it worsen with time but I've come to the conclusion that it's okay and I have peace because Christ will walk me through it and in the end take me home.   So, for now I live one day at a time.  Sometimes I get weary.  I cry, I get down,  but God's grace and comfort brings me through and I pray others who are their too will help me through.  Well, that's where I'm at.  Were in a fallen world and I hope to help others with my pain.  So feel free to email me and know that your not alone and just a prayer away.  May God bless you and give you the strength and peace for this journey.