MORNING
I WAKE EARLY THIS MORNING AND TRY TO GO BACK TO SLEEP. BUT I ACHE SO MUCH I CAN NO LONGER LAY IN THE BED. IT IS A RELIEF WHEN THE DOG BEGS TO GO OUTSIDE, ANY REASON TO GET UP IS WELCOME.
I AM AT A LOSS, MY HANDS TINGLE BUT IT IS MY BACK AND HIP THAT IS KILLING ME. IT SEEMS EVERYDAY I WAKE UP TO THIS PAIN. I CAN NOT TELL IF THE... Read more
THE PAIN OF LIFE
TODAY IS A DAY TO WHINE AND I GIVE MYSELF THE PERMISSION TO COMPLAIN. I AM FINDING IT HARD TO WRITE FOR EVERY WORD, EVERY SENTENCE, IS BLURRED. LONG AGO I USED TO HIDE ALL THE PAIN WITHIN MY SOUL AND THE CONSEQUENCES WERE TRAGIC .
I DID NOT WAKE UNTIL 10:00AM, I DID NOT SLEEP BECAUSE I WAS TIRED, BUT... Read more
THE PAIN OF LIFE
TODAY IS A DAY TO WHINE AND I GIVE MYSELF THE PERMISSION TO COMPLAIN. I AM FINDING IT HARD TO WRITE FOR EVERY WORD, EVERY SENTENCE, IS BLURRED. LONG AGO I USED TO HIDE ALL THE PAIN WITHIN MY SOUL AND THE CONSEQUENCES WERE TRAGIC .
I DID NOT WAKE UNTIL 10:00AM, I DID NOT SLEEP BECAUSE I WAS TIRED, BUT BECAUSE THE PAIN IN... Read more
MASQUERADE
I AWAKE EARLY, MY MIND RACING AND NOT ABLE TO SLOW IT DOWN. I FEEL SICK, MY STOMACH HURTS, MY HEAD ACHES, WITH A STIFFNESS WHICH RUNS FROM THE BACK OF MY RIGHT EAR TO MY SHOULDER.
LAYING IN BED, I LISTEN TO MY HUSBAND FAST ASLEEP. I QUIETLY SLIP OUT OF BED SO I DO NOT WAKE HIM. IT IS BAD ENOUGH I CAN NOT... Read more
EARLY MORNING
KAT UPDIKE
12-23-05
I WAKE EARLY THIS MORNING AND TRY TO GO BACK TO SLEEP. BUT I ACHE SO MUCH I CAN NO LONGER LAY IN THE BED. IT IS A RELIEF WHEN THE DOG BEGS TO GO OUTSIDE, ANY REASON TO GET UP IS WELCOME.
I AM AT A LOSS, MY HANDS TINGLE BUT IT IS MY BACK AND HIP THAT IS KILLING ME. IT SEEMS EVERYDAY I WAKE UP TO... Read more