belinda

Health Interests

Constant chronic pain for over 13 years worse within the past 5 years due to a wreck and also having behcets disease had 3 back surgeries I am at my end with doctors had a emg test now showing permanent nerve damage due to last physcian not helping me get a surgean to take care of the problem I have 4 kids and husband and lost all family and friends due to living in pain. I am not getting any disability and live barely.

Drugs I am Taking

soma,  actiq,  fentyln patches 100mg and percocet also predisone sometimes something for migraines too.

About Me

The turth stays the same a lie always changes.I am in the worse mess ever and have no idea what to do. my doctor just sent a letter saying he will not take care of me anymore and I am ready to just go. I thought finally I had a doctor that could and would listen but I was so wrong and now what am I to do. .... the world is unfair. I was in a wreck an illegal hit me and left me with 4 back surgerys and broke arch bones. teeth knocked out and eyes damaged but somehow I am not able to get disability I have not been able to work or even function hardly. lost all friends because I cannot get out. Just waiting for husband to leave too. Kids are at there ends too. Doctors abandoned me. I want to go back 15 years I am only 44 and feel 100 shoot I think a 100 year old feels better. all I want is a miracle if there is any.I always thought i would live a long life an because of someones action I am like this. I had a great job working in insurance and all going for me but now I do not.