This is the first post, I hope of many to come. I have always wanted a forum to help relieve the frustration of chronic pain.
I am so glad I found this forum to find others that are experiencing the same thing. I read a post from a young lady last night that was very disturbing to me. She talked about her chronic pain and having 3 young children depending on her. I really cannot get the desperation of her post out of my mind.
There has to be something done to help people with chronic pain. I've read a lot on here about doctors not understanding their patients. When they try to talk to the doctor, they are being treated like they are just looking for drugs.
I have been to the doctors that have treated me the same way. After going through disc fusion in my neck and then injuring my spine, I went to a spine specialist. He was very abrupt when he heard my prior doctor had given me Vicodin. He said to me, 'I'll tell you right now...I am not a candy man.' I did not have a clue why he was saying this, that's how naive I am. I had to get home and relate the conversation to someone else that could explain this to me! I just started crying with the frustration.
I have been taking Cymbalta for the depression I feel and it has only made it worse. I took my first Lyrica today, and I feel like I can do things. It really seems to help. I will take another tomorrow and see if it helps.
I really hope to continue to post in this forum. I intend to read more posts and offer help and understanding to others.
January 12, 2008
When I first started this post on 1/8, I really thought...OK, I can do this. I will continue to write nightly as a journal and keep a record of how Lyrica is either working or not working.
I also enjoyed reading so many encouraging posts that it really made me feel like I was doing something good. Thanks go out to Mear, Chuck and Betty Boop Too! Wow, what a feeling these people gave me after I had been so down with pain!
Well, guess what no posts the 9th-11th.
I promised myself to sit down nightly and recap the day. The day of the 9th, I took my next dose of Lyrica. It really did give me energy to do the things I needed to do. I noticed improvement in pain levels. My mental state was so positive. My mind actually went to work that day!
My prescription is 75mg twice daily. When I took the second pill that night at about 7pm., by 9pm I was feeling so sleepy I couldn't hardly hold my eyes open. I feel asleep in my chair. I then slept very soundly that night and morning, which I haven't been able to do in awhile. In fact, I am going for a sleep study this month.
1/10/08
I woke up feeling better than I have in awhile, took my morning dose, and what happened? I felt drugged out again. I was so sleepy, I couldn't do anything. I did not take the second dose that night.
1/11/08
I again took my dose in the am, and I felt very good again and was able to do my work. I took my pm dose after feeling so good and again went to sleep and had a good night's rest.


Welcome!!
I am new to this forum as well. It is a great site to come to each day as it reminds us that we are not alone in our pain. I am sure you will find the people here as warm and informative as I have. By the way, you and I are practically neighbors. I am from Massachusetts. At least we are blessed in that we have some of the best doctors and hospitals in our area. So glad you wrote in and looking forward to your next entry.
Hugs,
Mear
Thanks for the reply Mear!
You are right, there are some very good doctors and hospitals in this area. That is actually one of the reasons my husband and I moved to NH. We were in Florida for 21 years. The medical care there as far as I am concerned is a joke! It really is bad.
It really is good to find a place where there are others that do understand. I am also enjoying the advice and reading about others experiences.
The people here are very real and warm..
I look forward to seeing you around!
Mary