MiseryLovesCompany

Health Interests

Fibromyalgia,  TMJ,  Severe Chronic Fatigue,  Pinched nerves in neck,  protruding discs c-1 /c7,  sleep apnea,  seizures,  hypothyroidism,  IBS,  severe PMS,  insomnia,  depression,  migraines,  muscle tension headaches,  severe anxiety,  severe fatigue,  tingling and numbness in arms and legs,  periodic limb movements,  Sciatica,  lose circulation in fingers to the point of turning white when I'm chilled and told my yesterday 08-25-09 I cannot walk without my medication,  He looked at me without blinking an eye and said "I believe You".

Drugs I am Taking

Oxycodone 40 mgs 2 x's day,  ty4 for break through pain,  xanax 10 mg & alpraz10 mg,  both 2 per day.

About Me

I'm a woman with a young heart and younger mind, but my body tells me otherwise. All I wanted to do was grow old gracefully, it appears that's not my fate. With age comes wisdom and I've learned to read pain on peoples faces. The hard terse teeth gritting kind,they don't greet other peoples with their eyes. Then there are the people that look at you (fibromyalgia) and see nothing wrong. "Why is she parking in the handicaped area, she's just taking up room", I see it on thier faces. There are some days I'm unable to function at all. But what I would give for just one day free of pain, just ONE DAY. It will come and I'm looking forward to it, to finally lay in peace and not hurt anymore. Oh God, please.