I WISH THAT I COULD FIND SOMETHING TO DO

HELLO ALL,

FIRST LET ME SAY THAT THIS SITE HAS BEEN MY SAVING GRACE, AND TO ALL THAT RUN IT "THANK YOU".  I ALSO WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE WHO I HAVE EVER MET ON IT, YOU TO HAVE DONE MORE FOR ME THAN ANY DOCTOR.

ONE THING THAT I CAN'T SEEM TO DO, IS FIT BACK INTO SOCIETY. BRINGING MY LOVE AND PURPOSE INTO ANYTHING THAT WOULD MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS CONTRIBUTING. I CREATE ART AND THATS MY FIRST LOVE.  BUT, ART ISN'T REALLY SELLING IN THIS TRYING TIME IN AMERICA. AND, IT REALLY DOES'NT GET ME OUT IN A PUBLIC ARENA EVERYDAY, BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS WORKING ON MY PROJECTS AT HOME.  EVERY SINCE I REALLY HAD TO DEAL WITH MY SITUATION, MY FRIENDS SEEMED TO DISAPPEAR.  ITS JUST BEEN ME AND MY WIFE. SHE HAS BEEN MY ONLY FRIEND FOR 7 YEARS NOW. HAVING MY FRIENDS ON THIS SITE IS SO GREAT, BUT HAVING PERSON TO PERSON CANTACT IS VERY IMPORTANT TOO.  TO BAD WE ALL DON'T HAVE A CHRONIC PAIN CONFRENCE EVERY SIX MONTHS WHERE ALL OF US COULD MEET EACH OTHER. THAT WOULD BE SOO GREAT. IF YOU REALLY LOOK, YOU REALLY CAN'T FIND THAT MANY ORGANIZATIONS TO HELP CHRONIC PAIN SUFFERERS IN ANY ARENA. I HOPE SOMEONE KNOWS OF SOMETHING.  I HOPE EVERYBODY WHO READS THIS HAS A GREAT THANKSGIVING.

YOUR FRIEND IN PAIN,

SCOT COUSIN