Life size clear Womans Torso "stuck inside Myself ,I am my own worst Enemy"

Inside me,................

 I am stuck,..............my spine,..............my lungs

I fear them so much

It causes me to sit

and wait

for something to change

but change never comes

My breathing gets worse,

I get more fearfull.

will I end up like my dad

and be tourtured for 6 months

untill I become Futile

then I become

"a simple common DNR"

DO NOT RESESATATE"

........make sure everythings in place"

has the doctor signed?

has a family member?

well then

"lets just wait...comfort care?

where the hell were you 5 months ago?

INSIDE THIS "body IS A queen" me- A pOEM WRITTEN FOR ME BY MY SON,AND TORN AND RIPPED PAPER,BUILT UP,AND FLAT,i HAVE CREATED SEGMENTED SPINE,AND LUNGS WITH PACKING PAPER,WATERCOLRO GLUE,AND OTHER CRAPPY THINGS...the body as well is torn paper,looks like paint...

tHE BODY is a clear plastic one from a womans Manaquin" for clothes.It is ontop of board.maybe I will add to it? may I will cut arround it?

I am doing many of this type body.and paint words inside reverse on glass style.

My MOMS A GREAT PERSON,by Joseph Chartier"

my son now a drug adicit ..

he says here his mom can do everything"what can he say??

HIS mom cant make him stop and make the right choices,

and she cant get HERSELF off her ass and be happy...

the pain,.........................

the doctors,the sorrow,the death,the tourture

have killed the mother he use to know

where am I?  here making art............TRYING?....trying to feel better....

allmost a empty nest.......................I feel worst cause I am un-needed...25 year life as a married stay at home mom...I feel empty my eldest 25 yr old getting ready to divorce! what about my baby grand daughter!

I need to use my art to make me feel like I am contributeing somehow.

I am self taught and usually water color...but OIL is now ,

I am now doing oil paint and will show what I am doing.

I am quite please thus far....

Hope and Peace to all who Be.

linda

face painting I do and some simple art and my home

www.paintedkids.com

www.outsideartist.com

www.philipfreneau.com