Kiviana

Health Interests

Interstitial Cystitis,  Endometriosis,  IBS,  Chronic Pain,  Abdominal Pain,  Mental health

Drugs I am Taking

Fentanyl patch,  percocet,  Lidocane patches,  TENS unit,  Elavil,  Elmiron,  Paxil,  Pristiq,  Ibuprophin,  Addback therapy,  Depot Lupron,  IED.

About Me

I enjoy reading, writing, theater and acting. I also like to play video games, they do get my mind off my pain sometimes. I collect fantasy figurines such as faeris, dragons, unicorns, and any other nice looking fantasy art I can find. I always wanted to be a firefighter, but can not become one at this point in my life. It makes me sad. I like to help people so have gotten EMT training. I love the art of Josephina Wall among others. I try to paint, sketch and other things but am not very good at it. I love animals and have seven in all. Three pomeranians, Two Cockatials, One yellow sided green cheeked conure, and one Hahn's Macaw. I used to also have four parakeets, but they turned on eachother and we had to give them away after they killed two other parakeets. Sometimes my animals are all that keeps me safe. I keep all the books I can, I hope to open either a library or a bookstore of somekind in the future. I would love to publish the book I have been working on for the last four years, and have been thinking about writing a musical. I lost most of my friends due to not going out a lot, but those I do have are there for me when I can do things, or when I am having family problems. Emma is probably my best friend, and least best friend depending on what is happening in our lives. I have friends all over the country and in Canada. Most of those that live elsewhere I met online and have known for five years now. I used to live in South Carolina, Missouri, and Texas. My dad was military. Sometimes I feel so lost. I would gladly take on all the pain I have if it meant helping those I love, sadly, It doesn't so the pain I have just hurts and doesnt get my family out of their share of sickness and injuries. I have a brother who is married and recently gave me a niece with his wife. He's in the military and seven years my senior. My closest uncle is Eight years my senior and recently gave me a cousin. Both had girls. Both are married to a Kimberly, and both are in the military. My Uncle Brice also shares a talent for writing and actually has a book published and the company is releasing it when they get 100 signatures asking for it. I live with my parent, though am looking for a new home. I love my parents dearly. My mom is my best friend. My dad is not as close to me as my mom but I love him just as much as my mom. I respect all they have done for me over the last seven years when I have been in pain, and all the years before the pain started. I am not anywhere near easy to handle and they got me and my brother through it. I am not very good with writing and keeping in touch with other people but I do make an effort to do better. If you would like to contact me to talk, write, or just vent feel free too. I enjoy interacting with others as much as my body gives me a chance too. Thanks for reading, Haley Ruth-Ann