Christmas , over at last

Christmas was miserable. Trying to keep up with traditions , well pretty much failed.My pain was and still is at its worse.Im so tired.mentally and physically,.I usually sleep 3 to 4 hours before i can no longer lay for the pain in my back and legs.Its a pain like no other.Still havent found a doctor to take my case.Or treat me so i can rest.New  years i was asleep at 8pm.kinda blew that one too.Eastern Kentucky has no doctors who understand what i am going through.And 14 pages of test results arent enough..Dont know what to do.Depression is taking over,and i want to stay home and do nothing.