Always looking for an answer!

I have to go to the doctor AGAIN!  I have Fibro for about 10 years now. I am disabled, no insurance and mad at the world (sometimes).  I have to go to the doctor about every three months to medicate to function.  I always feel like they don't believe me and feel like I have to beg for medications.  There is nothing to make it go away so you do what you can to "look" normal.  I think that if fibro had a big mark that everyone could see, the world would see our pain but because we all "look" normal we are either depressd or psycho.  If you live with chronic pain...you are justifially depressed.  We are not happy to hurt every day, all day.  In a nut shell, if we could find a doctor to help maintain medicines so we can maintain everyday life and not be treated like drug addicts, we could get off the couch!