I don't know what to title this

I just looked back to my first share post. 3 Weeks ago. So much has changed. I quit my primary job. Amazingly(or not) I feel better. The stress of that situation was making me so sick. Now I just have to figure out how to make it work without that paycheck. I better figure out how to work my oven again now that I don't have the work thing as an excuse for not making meals.

I called the Rhummy to get the referral he promised me for pain management. I called PM to schedule an appointment. 6 Weeks. #### Do they figure that if you're really in pain you'll wait that long to get an appointment. I'm starting to feel like a jerk. Asking for medication to make my life better. Hey I'm not asking that they cure me, or even tell me what's wrong. You can't figure it out that's fine, just make it so I can participate in life again. I know there are other PM I can go to, but I just feel......   like they're asking me to go find the relief I need on the streets. It makes me crazy to know that with 1 phone call I can get some relief. But I'm trying to do the right thing. I'm trying to see the doctors, specialists, get the tests and they all pass the buck off to someone else.

OH well, Time to relax before I make myself sick again. Thanks for letting me rant. I'm so glad I found a group that understands what I'm going through.