Monday, December 03, 2007
It never fells that when the holidays come around, I over due my limits and I start hurting more. It's not only my legs and arms but my heart. I start missing my ex more and what we all did as a family. They pain in my heart is growing and so dose the pain everywhere else. We were putting up lights and decorating the yards, I had to start because a sharp pain when though my feet up my legs. It felt like a knife. We still put more lights and trim for a while. I wan to finish putting up the decorations today. We even decorated my aunts' homes as well. I know that sometimes it pays to slow down but the joy is more helpful that a pain pill to me. When I lost my home because of divorce, I thought I would never look at the holidays the same way. God made a way for me to look at it in a different way. God has bless me with a sewing machine from the ms support group, a home for me and my daughter, and now we are having the best Christmas and Thanksgiving ever. Each year we have another reason to enjoy the holidays. I hope you all have a great holidays every year. Bless you all and remember to smile it's a great start to a good day.
