Information and opinions on Chronic Pain from trouble879 at ChronicPainConnection.com. The HealthCentral Network, Inc. (www.HealthCentral.com) is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/89852 http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/89852/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/89852 http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/89852/26516/unbearable Wed, 30 Apr 2008 01:58:17 -0400 trouble879 Whenever the pain gets so unbearable that i feel like i cannot go on another hour....I remember that my strength and hope is in God and I need to rely on Him for my help       After I get to the point where I become desperate for God, I ask him for help and he reaches out his hand and helps me, if I am actually willing to let him. God cannot force us to take his hand when he offers it to us, the same way he cannot force... http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/89852/26516/unbearable http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/89852/26515/keep-going Wed, 30 Apr 2008 01:49:34 -0400 trouble879 On one hand I feel like this will end up being my life for the rest of my life, but at the same time, I know that it won't. I know thta I just need to keep up hope and keep going. I get so exhausted from all the pain, even if I ignore the pain I am in to try to live as normally as possible, I can't ignore how exhausted it makes me...... I am often feeling like I am going to pass out.....either my body's coping mechanism to the pain, or just out... http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/89852/26515/keep-going http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/89852/26220/aquaintance Mon, 28 Apr 2008 03:22:39 -0400 trouble879 Every day is worse than the day before, knowing this and yet i still manage to make it to tomorrow. This has only been possible, and the reason that i am still breathing because, of  God who looks after me, and gives me the added strength i need to make it through each day. He has got my back, so i can know that He has my best interest in mind. Even in all this pain...it all has a purpose. Each time that suicide ever crosses my mind to give... http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/89852/26220/aquaintance http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/89852/26087/desperation Sat, 26 Apr 2008 04:58:34 -0400 trouble879          I can't do this anymore.I am so done living like this day after day, year after year...I want to say I am just making this up, it's all a part of my imagination, but I can't. It is so very real, it can't be ignored. I wish it could. I am so entirely at a loss, longing to just give up. It would make my life and the lives of those around me so much simpler. No one truly understands the complexity... http://www.healthcentral.com/chronic-pain/c/89852/26087/desperation