I have had pain for many years, over the last 12 my pain has taken over my life and consumes my life and continues to worsen, but I have decided out of becoming insane, and have had the worse things happen to me within the last few weeks! I was supposed to get a bariatic operation last year, then after jumping through all the hoops and all Drs. and medical tests, around 24 or more appointments the the insurance co I had, told me after calling that Dr. that was to do that procedure, for over 4 months, that they decided to deny me that operation, It was very disappointing to me and have lost all hope for that happening. So I think after that year going by, I call the Dr. back to see what gives  they say that because I am getting a new Ins. it will work out to have it happen, so it raises my hopes!!!  My story is out of timeline that should have started with back in 2005, I was rearended the Buick park Ave I was driving that day in Jan. was hit so hard it pushed the rear bumper right to the back of the front seat I was driving in, and it also ripped the seat mounts out of the mounts through the floor, about a 65mph strike, I was transported to the Hospital, No Trouble found at that time, The Stautes of Limitations should be changed to protect ALL of the people that have ever been injured in any way from any kind of accident from any kind!!! PLEASE GET THIS DONE for everyones protection, The big story now starts in August 2008, I now get out of bed, and fall flat on my face, I call my Dr, at the time and ask for help and make an appointment with hime, then after 3 weeks I call and get info that they found nothing wrong but never called to tell me, so I tell them that Iam in a great deal of pain, at which he sends me to a specialist, he tells me its a disc causing and sends me for an MRI, then also conducts some kind of test in his office with ecectrods which when he puts what seems to be a nail into my arm from my hand to my shoulder a few inches at a time, and leaves me with bruises like my arm has been broken badly, this specialist talks me getting a injection, from a butcher, I have to meet with this bad guy first but then has me come back a week later and does this injection that causes me more issues and by the way does nothing for my pain but now includes 4 fingers without any feeling 2 on each hand, but I was shaking on the table for 30mins like I am having a epileptic fit, he starts yelling at me to place my hands by my side and tell him that I am not able to move at all, and I am seeing strobe lights flashing also for the same 30 mins. .  I have been put through hell since, then after waiting for this operation, now last week My PCD has quit, the Dr. that he refered me to for joint yelled at me on the phone and after 2 hours they both quit, and my cat scan place says, even though they have had my ins. card for more than 1 full week, they quit, then after that my Dr. that was to do the operation has also quit, I have been asking my PCD to help me with my neuropathy, fibromyalgia, my sever disc pain, and joint pain, I feel that my only relief will only come from a rope, A cry for help to be left like this , ......This brings this to my mind, that I have now been blacklisted with all of these events to happen, by those that are supposed to help me , have screwed me and put me directly into a very deep state of depression, pain on a scale of 1-10, is now over in the 900 range, and I neglected to mention I also am batteling severe sleep apnea, I sometimes do NOT sleep for 7-16 days at times, I cannot get through to drs. that seem to care after last week I really think this, I even asked to get my 11 medications approved for refill, as of Monday 11, as of Friday 3 have been approved, I am under so much stress that I am not even able to think, comprehend, or even make calls for the help I require, If they play these games and I run out of my Fentanyl patches of which I have 2 left, and these games will declare war and I will have to proceed to a hospital, and if they do not have the meds I need I feel they will then have wanted to see me die from withdrawals, I cannot make these PROFESSIONALS, seem to get it through heads that I require their HELP, even though most have graduated in the LOWER half of their class, this is being felt due to the stupid way in which I have NOT been helped, I have asked for help with my joint pain for over 1 year and now this bastard quits, so has to figure it all out again. I hut , I have been hurt, and I cannot live in this pain much longer, does anybody have a bit of advice.