i dont know how much more i can take

my name is wezzie I am a 35 year old female who has suffered with chronic pain for more then 20 years. i sleep one to two hours a night . some times not at all. its now 2:03 am Tuesday may 20th. on a scale of one to ten my pain right now is a 10. i have constant pain all day on average a 7 . something simple as going to purchase food only taken an hour causes me pain of 10 lasting sometimes 5 to 9 hours before going back too 7. i have taken two 500mg nabumetone tab and three 500 mg generic pm pain tab within the last hour. my pain is still a ten. to day i had to leave my home to go to the doctor . i went in a medicaid cab. this was 10:15 am at 11:30 pm i had to go back out to the social security office i caught the free trolley which picks me up 1/8 to 1/9 a mile from my front door. and takes me the same distance to were i need to go . when i returned home my pain was a 9. my  knees, ankles  , my back , my elbows, actually every inch of my body hurt. i did not want to go back out.( and i don't go outside everyday only when necessary )at 7:30 one of my children  came home he twisted his ankle playing basket ball . so i had to go back out I'm a single parent. our hospital visit was short and i was back home by 10 pm. too me my pain is now a 12 on a scale of 1 to 10.  i have  EHLERS DANLOS SYMDROME , FYBORMIALGIA,  AND TESTED POSITIVE FOR ANA.  IM ALSO BIPOLAR AND HAVE PTSD( DEPRESSION) AND MY PAIN DOSENT HELP. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IM ONLY 35 AND NOTHING HELPS. SPMETIMES I TAKE AS MAY AS 10 PAIN PILLS AND ONCE AND STILL MY PAIN ONLY DROPES TO A 4.AND ONLY FOR A SHORT TIME. UNTILL 2006 NO DOCTOR COULD TELL ME WHY I SUFFRED WITH PAIN AND BECAUSE OF MY AGE IT WA ALWYS BLOWN OFF. ONLY AFTER I TRIED TO TAKE MY LIFE 4 TIME DID MY DOCTOR TAKE ME SERIOUSE AND BEGAIN TESTING ME FOR A CAUSE. IN 2006 I WAS DIANOSED WITH FYBORMYALGIA SNYDROME WITH MULTIPLE DIFFUSE ARTRALGIAS, TROCHANTERIC BURSITIS, ASERINE BURTITIS . ON 4/12/2007 RADIOLIOGY SHOWED . BILATERAL HANDS AND WRIST  - INDICATION ARTHRITIS. LEFT KNEE ORTEOARTRITIS, HYPERMOBILITY SNYDROME. RIGHT KNEE HYPERMOBILITY SYNDROME , THERE IS SMALL JOINT EFFUSION. LEFT FOOT  HYPERMOBILITY SYNDROME. RIGHT FOOT OSTEOARTRITIS, HYPERMOBILITY.  IN THE PAST I WAS TOLD I HAD KYPHOSIS, LORDOSIS, AND SCOLIOSIS. I HAD THREE ANGINA ATTACKS AT AGE 19 AFTER BIRTH OF 2ND CHILD. AND HAD TO HAVE A  BLOOD TRANSFUSION AT AGE 20 AFTER BIRTH OF 4TH CHILD. HAD TWO KIDS WHEN 20 NO TWINS.  I WAS HOSPITALIZED ONCE FOR CHRONIC PAIN AND DECREASED PLATELETS IN 1991 AND IN 1993 FOR PRE ECLAMPSIA AND HEMORRHAGING. (ONLY SURGEY AT THIS TIME C-SECTION.  8/20/2007 AFTER ALL MY MEDICAL RECORDS AND BEING SEN BY A GENETICS I WAS TOLD I HAD EHLERS DANLOS SYNDROME. AND THAT IT CAUSED ALL MY PAST MEDICAL PROBLEMS. AND THE IT WAS MY GENETIC MAKE UP AND THERE WAS NO CURE  MY JOINT WOULD CONTINUE TO BE DAMAGED  AND IF I DIDNT CONTUIE TO BE MOBLE I MIGHT NOT BE ALBLE TO BE MOBILE INE DAY. SO I WAS TOLD I HAD TO DO PHYICIAL THERPY FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. BETWEEN 1991 AND 2006  SO MANY PROBLEMS AND SO MUCH PAIN  WAS ONLY GIVING PAIN MEDS. AND TOLD I HURT BECAUSE I DONT SLEEP. NO I DONT SLEEP BECAUSE I HURT. AND WHEN I DO SLEEP I HURT MORE WAKE UP STILL. ITS NOW 3:02 AM  MY PAIN IS A 8 MABEY TWO MORE PAIN PILLS IN 3O MINS AND MYBE I CAN SLEEP TILL 6 AM BEFORE HAVING TO TAKE MORE. I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING FOE MY DISABILITY SINCE 1998.  I HAVE HAD MORE THEN 102 JOBS NONE MORE THE 45 DAY AND AS LEAST AS 1 DAY BUT ON A AVERAGE TWO T O3 WEKS BUT NOT CONSISTANT.  I HAVE NOT BEEN TO WORK SINCE 2006 . IF NOT FOR MY KIDS ID RATHER BE DIED.  WHEN I TELL PEOPLE MY TOES KNUCKLES AND EVERY INCH ACHES THERE AMAZED .I DONT KNOW WHY I OPED MY MOUTH I FEEL MY PAIN INCRESSING AGIAN MAINLY BACK, ELBOWES, KNEES,AND HANDS WHICH CAUSES ME TO TYPE WITH TWO FINGERS VERY SLOWLY.  SINCE  EHLERS DANLOS IS GENETIC I HAD TO HAVE MY KIS TESTED . OUT OF FOUR TWO HAVE IT. MY ELDEST TWO THERE HAS TO BE SOMTHING I CAN DO TO STOP THIS SUFFERING.I CRY 65% OF THE TIME. 3:28 AM  I JUST LOOKED OUTSIDE ITS STARTING TO RAIN. OH NO DID I TELL MOISTURE INCREASES MY PAIN  THERE WILL BE NO SLEEP TONIGHT.IN THE LAST 10 DAYS I STAYED UP ALL NIGHT I THINK 4 NIGHT NOT BACK TO BACK THO THANK GOD. RAIN COLD  DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ANY ONE ELSE