I've had 3 back surgeries about 18 years ago and have been living in severe pain ever since. I really had problems with the meds at first. I was over taking and getting high. Then I met my husband and we became sober and he got ordained. We now have an alcohol and drug recovery ministry and help many people find their way out of the hell of addiction. I had alot of issues, abortions, rape, molestation, etc. Until I delt with those issues the drugs were shutting out the pain in my mind as well as the pain in my back. Now, I've been sober living for about 12 years. My physician has walked this all out with me. I am now on 80mg of methadone, neurontin, and muscle relaxers which i don't take. they make me feel high. Anyway, I've been on this drug now for about 7 years and have gone down from 90mg. My doctor is on this new pain kick! He says that the narcotic is giving me more pain and I need to go on soboxone to come off. I asked him what I was suppposed to do about my pain during this withdrawal and he had no answers for me. Is this theory true? Help me! I need pain relief. I need to go up on my meds not down. I've tried to keep the dose low so that I wouldn't get high. What do I do?




