I applied for medical help, I even sent many letters to inform these agencies I am left without medication to control my pain. I go through withdrawal now, and on top of that I have an unbereable pain, that takes all my energy. I can't take care of myself anymore. I need someone to help me, my husband has to work, no better job to get medical insurance thourgh his job. We barely make it, because he has to help me a lot. I am left out in the cold without medical help for long time. Social security and state agencies know my situation and still don't seem to care. I am very depressed, can't walk almost at all. I really don't understand what they really want from me? It's been long time since I applied for some missly medical help. They really wait for me to die?? I am frustrated and angry because I have a serious illness that needs medical attention very soon, a doctor told me. I feel I am getting worse, but nobody seems to care when I ask to expedite my case. I feel my days are numbered. What am I to do????? I cry every day from pain. I am really tortured, alive!! Many times I wish to die then continue suffering with this horrible pain. I feel worthless, because I can't do nothing anymore. Please, someone help me!! Here nobody takes me seriously. They make fun of me, instead of helping me.