Will Marijuana Pills increase my appetite or make me paronoid?
I am suffering from many illnesses, but recently I have dropped 8 pounds, and am dangerously low at 106lbs....I NEVER have an appetite, and I have been forcing myself to eat every 3 hours or so but still can't get in the proper amount of calories...I have Hep C, IBS, IC, Vulvadynia, in which I am on Vicoden for the pain. I also have a Medtronic Device, to stop the nerve damage causing the vulva and baldder pain.She said she has taken my pain down from a 30, where i could not leave my home...to a 10, with my pain meds.... This is my 17th Doctor, 3 operations later, and still wake up as if there was a lit cigerette lighter inside my privates...Pass the point of embarassing or having pride...I am recently widowed, with a 20 and 16 year old daughters...The 16 year old rages and screams at me constantly...My Brother takes care of us financially, or I would be in the gutter...but He does it in an abusive and mean controling way..I am so grateful but so stressed. I have not taken care of myself, and I was on a ventilator for 12 weeks, had a tracheotomy and was hospitalized four 4 months, with a 10% chance of survival due to a mutant form of pnumonia..The CDC sent up some Monster antibiotics and I got better..Went to Burke Rehab for a month( where Christopher Reeves went) and came home at 70 lbs, most of my hair gone, but alive... 4 months later my Husband of 22 years, started to cough..8 weeks later, He died of lung and brain cancer..I.just never had a chance to really heal.
If I got that sick again, as my Doctors saY IS SO VERY POSSIBLE, i WOULD DIE. i HAVE LOST MY FIGHT. I have manitrol 2.5 grams in pills....would that help my appetite or make me paronoid? I really need to eat more.. I am 5'7" and weigh 106....Scary thin...Thanks for any feedback. Sorry if I rambled, today is my deceased Husband's birthday.
