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I cut out dairy today.....totally. That was making up almost 70% of my diet. I also added a lot more water. I think I am deffinitely continue with the water.... That's supposed to help EVERYTHING! I will try a stronger probiotic when I get back from my trip... The link that was sent to me looks really good. I'm at the point where, it will go away, when it does. Attitude is everything and if my  fiance'  finds me sexy and beautiful... I have to just let that in and trust that I'll get better. Between the pain and the different medications and their reactions can be such a frustrating and really anxiety producing road. I can't afford acupuncture but I've heard it's really wonderful. I also need to find a way to reduce my STRESS level.... That effects everything...I'm anerexic..but in a way that I just have no appetite. I know I am VERY thin.....Widowed almost 3 years... The Man I am involved with....our families were very close when we were growing up. He said he has had a crush on me since I am 14 years old, but didn't feel it was proper. It's a really, magnificent love story...I want my 16 year old to go off to college before I marry and move...I want her in her Dad's home. It's very difficult dealing with 2 grieving demanding teenagers.... I'm determined to get better... It is in my medical charts ..I just do better when I am with him. My pain, my appetite, my stress. I'm really beaten up by my girls at times and it is so stressful. Thank you for sharing with me. Hard to feel sexy with a big pregnant belly.. I'm 50 years old....soon it will be my time... Always room for my kids...but to have some happiness come my way... My health just suffers so much when I am taking care of everyone but me. Thanks  so much again.