Sounds like you have "fibromalsia" Have you been to a pain specialist? I do hope that you find some help. I am 52, and have suffered from chronic pain since the age of 23. Its hard to want to live when every part of your body hurts. And when you are finally able to get the right medication to help you, its difficult to find a good Dr. who is willing to listen, and follow through for you. I pray for you and anybody else that finds themselves in this situation.