Hello, I take morphine for the worst panic attack that no doctor thought existed. I literally have a panic attack 24/7. NO relief except the only pill that worked is morphine. Are there doctors that will listen to me? I am a medical mystery. That is what a doctor told me. Other Doctors don't believe me. I laid on my mothers floor for one year. No showers, brush my teeth, eating but I was feed, and tortured 24/7. I wanted to die SOOOOO BAD!!!! I am trying to find people like me if they exist and doctors to help fix this and doctors that will listen and not laugh at me. I have taken all anti-anxiety, anti-deppressants, psycho meds, etc. Nothing! I tried a morphine because I was finally done and the morphine took it away like if a switch turned on just like a light switch. It was a miracle! That wasn't the first time God saved me in the same situation. Does anyone know really good doctors or friends? I live in washington state.