i'm a glass half empty kinda girl. actually i'm more like "who gave me this dribble glass?" or else i'm running around frantically trying to plug the leaky glass. in other words, i'm either feeling like the universe is out to get me or positive i can do EVERYTHING alone. and i guess i'm kinda negative. but really what i am... Read more
looking back at my prior posts i realize that my attitude could be better. i haven't smoked and i know that i wont. and i know that i'm better in so many ways for having quit. still, i'm struggling. i celebrated my 44th birthday this past weekend. after dinner my father, his wife and i were walking to our cars. ... Read more
my cardiologist warned me. he said that after several months it gets harder not to smoke. last time i saw him i was 3 months "clean". he asked me " how are you doing with the smoking?" i replied " why don't you ask me how i'm doing with the NOT smoking?" he looked somewhat abashed. but he's definitely... Read more
i thought i had just created a post but i don't know where it went..... i am a 44 year old woman who thought that i had it under control. i did have high blood pressure but i've had it since i was 12. i figured the medication had it covered. i'm fairly athletic, weight training 3 days a week, pilates 6-7 (maybe a... Read more