Morning/..... Jim! This computer world is UNknown to me so hang in there w/ me ESP. w/ my quit! Eventually I'll figure out how to send you personal p.m.'s.
In answering some of your questions: (Strong desire?) I believe my desire is pretty strong though over past 6 months w/ my quitTING I've misplaced some of my drive. (Free self from cig. after cig.?) By the grace of time gone by(????), I know longer smoke cig. after cig. BUT the thought is w/n my nawgin too too much. (Reach out, for self, no matter what?) IF I FEEL RIDICULED, JUDGED OR PUT-U-PON OF ANOTHER'S WAY TO QUIT OR CRITICISED AS HAS HAPPENED IN A FEW GROUPS I 'HAD' JOINED I will UNfortunately pack up thoughts & continue down road w/ my QUIT. (Desire paramount?) My quit IS a separate issue of ALL else UNfortunately so is my (-) 2 cigs.. I will never be TOTALLY ready to quit! I AM AS READY AS I WILL EVER BE!!! P.S. Waiting to be totally ready to quit smoking, that's like asking someone before they sign relinquishment papers/adoption papers "Are you ready to sign?"
journeyfawn
I don't know if it's my computer or me but I cannot read "read more" extended part of your blog. I can only read until ...drag? Are....! Do I have a strong desire to smoke smoking? UNfortunately No. I answer YES to all your other questions. I smoke 2-3 cigs. a day & have for since Oct. 26th. Ironic but I hate/love them, I'm tired of this!!!!! journeyfawn