This month I will be 1 year smoke free. I know I will never smoke again due to the benifits of not smoking. However I realized this morning that some of the issues I'm facing may still be related to quitting. I have gained 30 pounds and 4 inches in my waist. I really don't look better. I believe this to be related to depression. I keep blaming it on age. I don't like the change in me. I used to be such a happy person but now I identify with Clint Eastwood in Gran Torino. I keep telling myself I need to exercize, but I just can't get my self to start. It's so much easier to just do nothing. I know what you would say, Just do it! I heard that for 40 years of smoking. I fianlly did it. I can't wait 40 years to start exercizing. I just can't get motivated. I just feel too tired.